Maybe

I caused alarm last evening. Maybe I don’t deserve you and I’m not good enough.

 You deserve someone whose love makes you feel like you are on vacation and at home at the same time. I know I’ll do my best to be.

You deserve someone who has a life filled with passion and purpose and still makes time for you because he want to. I know I’m not perfect and I have a flawed past.
You deserve someone who doesn’t expect you to be perfect and loves you in spite of, not despite of all of your imperfections. I know the only thing I have to offer is my unconditional love.
You deserve someone who is capable and willing to have those difficult conversations as life is full of them and believes wholeheartedly that you can get through whatever comes your way. Together. I know I’m not the best you can have.
You deserve someone who allows you to show up exactly as you are and feel whatever it is you are feeling in any given moment and doesn’t try to “fix” you because he knows that you are not broken. 

You deserve someone who wants to build a life with you based on your values and priorities rather than try to fit into some preconceived ideal based on society’s standards. I know I’ll try my utmost ....

You deserve someone who gives you space to grow into the best fuxking version of yourself and strives to do the same. 

 Maybe I dont deserve the best. But I love you. Always.

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  1. STAugust 31, 2019 at 9:14 PM

    I know you are trying your best and that's more than enough. I want to be in your life. To grow with you and to go through your struggles with you. And I want to be a better person for us too. We (all) are imperfect but I love us the way we are. We are meant to be.

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