My wishes

 It’s been one year. 

One year since everything changed. 

One year since a light went out in my life. 

It’s been one year since I’ve seen you, one year since I’ve hugged you.

One year later, and I still miss you every day. 

You still cross my mind in all of the moments in which I least expect it, and all in all of the moments that I most expect it.

I’ve also learned that our meaningful memories are not specific events. Our most meaningful memories are feelings. 

I still wish I could run to you and a part of me is glad that COVID prevents traveling, acting as the great equalizer. 

I still wish I could give you a huge hug and tell you that I love you.

I still wish these things with all of my heart.

But just as you told me to do, I’m going to try my hardest to make this life as beautiful as I can for the both of us. 

Just as you wanted, I’m going to do my best to truly make the most of this life. 



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