2 years. 731 days. 17,544 hours.

Happy Birthday dear


It didn't seem that long since I last hold you tightly in my arms, on your birthday. Because you have been on my mind every single moment. 

They say time is the greatest equaliser but I believe we didn't meet by accident. Our paths are meant to cross for a reason. 

We were tandems you and I. Our journey together was short but one of a kind. One full of joyful banter, thoughtful discussions and priceless moments which cannot be sold, bought or forgotten. 

All the exchanges we had, traveling plans we made, good memories we collected, shared and treasured, they were lovely things that will always remain etched in my mind. They are pieces of us that no one can ever take away. 

I can’t picture a life without you as my lover even though I’m living in it for the past 2 years. 731 days. 17,544 hours.

The act of missing you feels almost like I have a blindfold over my eyes and where there is simply just darkness. I miss you so much and I want you back so badly. But I know that’s not right for you and I’m not good for you.

It's time I stop asking you to show me you, even if it is the hardest thing to do. 

But that doesn’t mean I stop loving you. I love you and you own a space in my heart. Remember you always will, even in my absence from your life. Especially when I’m absent from your life. 

Until I’m allowed to love you again in a parallel world.

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